its just who i am;and I am just lexy

Love me for me, not who you want me

to be.

I really don’t belong anywhere anymore

expels:

my talents include stress eating and falling in love with people that will never love me back

(Source: expels, via s-c-o-r-p-i-o)

omfgsid:

My 4 year old brother told me he was scared to grow up and cried for like 10 minutes straight

finally I asked why he was so scared

and he said he was scared of drinking coffee

coffee

(via elledow)

xkittysanx:

{1st picture: me @ age 13 (about 6 months after) 2nt picture: me at age 4 (9 years before) 3rd picture: me now: (6 years later)}

Rape culture is

Being too afraid to tell anyone

Fearing they wont believe

Even your parents

Rape culture is

Turning on the news and hearing stories

“You had to have been asking for it”

“What were you wearing?”

Rape culture is

Knowing people will question you

Knowing that they wont belive you

Knowing its not use talking about it

Rape culture is

Trying for years to tell your mother

But she wont take 5 minutes to listen

And crying to a stranger 4 years later

Rape culture is

The “good boy”

Who “knew nothing about sex”

Being left home alone with the naive little girl

Rape culture is

The way he locked the door

Kissed you sweetly

Then touched you

Rape culture is

The dirty feeling afterwards

Still feeling his hands all over you

Crying for him to stop

Rape culture is

Never getting the water hot enough

To scrub away the pain

To scrub away the filth

Rape culture is

Still having to see his face

Every week

Because your parents are best friends

Rape culture is

Still being terrified of him when you see him

Still flinching at every touch

Even if he doesnt remember

Rape culture is

Years later

Still being scared of men

Even those you love

Rape culture is

Every sideways glance

Every sexual comment

Makes you shiver

Rape culture is

Crying after your first (consensual) time

And still being scared everytime

But telling yourself “Its not him”

Rape culture is

Fear

Blame

And poison memories

This is why i fight.

Because i know how it feels

To never be clean

Always be haunted

This is me

The naive little girl

All grown up, 6 years later

And still fighting the memories everyday



This is Rape Culture

This is Wrong

This is Normal

This NEEDS to STOP

~Written by me (xkittysanx) about my rape culture experience

umbershift:

I was watching Noragami and I realized that Yato’s voice actor sounded familiar so I looked it up and I can’t deal with this.

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